Tuesday, April 20, 2010 Tuesday, April 20, 2010
I really wanted to try.
But I couldn't get rid of the fear within me.
So I backed out.
I am really sorry. :(
Saturday, April 10, 2010 Saturday, April 10, 2010
你爱我像谁 张卫健
作词:林夕 作曲:陈德建
我什么都没有
只是有一点吵
如果你感到寂寞
我带给你热闹
为你绕一绕
没有什么大不了
却可以让你微笑
其实我很烦恼
只是你看不到
如果我也不开心
怕你转身就逃
爱上一个人
一定要让他相信
这世界多么美好
对每个人都说还好
我的心我的情你不需要明了
只要我对你好
这样的温柔你要不要
其实 你爱我像谁
扮演什么角色我都会
快不快乐我无所谓
为了你开心我忘记了累不累
其实 你爱我像谁
任何的表情我都能给
Woo 在你身上学会流眼泪
其实我很烦恼
只是你看不到
如果我也不开心
而你转身就逃
爱上一个人
一定要让他相信
这世界多么美好
对每个人都说还好
我的心我的情你不需要明了
只要我对你好
这样的温柔你要不要
其实 你爱我像谁
扮演什么角色我都会
快不快乐我无所谓
为了你开心我忘记了累不累
其实 你爱我像谁
任何的表情我都能给
Woo 在你身上学会流眼泪
Saturday, January 30, 2010 Saturday, January 30, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH SHI!!! :)
May all your dreams and wishes come true.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Ohhs ya. Until he tag I forgotten about it.
BIG BIG Credits to ANDREW CHUA for EWA !!!
BIGGER than Wang Jian. He helped me ALOTTTTTTTT!
THANK YOU! :)
Really really thankful and its much appreciated.
Post dedicated just for Andrew Chua. :)
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Decided to blog today cause I find it very fun.
Not an everyday experience. hehees. :)
Waited for Jun Xiang to do his EWA. Left school at 7++pm then went dinner opposite school with Jin Qi and Jun Xiang. In addition MY PARENTS join. hahaas. :) I think they thought that I was kidding when I say eat dinner together with my parents until my parents showed up. They felt awkward initially but after a while I think they use to it since my parents are so open and a little childish. Talk and play normally after that.
Then after dinner my dad fetch them to the bus-stop in the lorry. We 3 sat at the back, talk and play. So fun. hahaas. But too bad, good times end fast.
Ohhs ya. 3 projects down. 2 more to go. Credits to Wang Jian for EWA. :)
Monday, January 25, 2010 Monday, January 25, 2010
One Sentence...
I am simply too lazy to update my blog.
Its not like I have nothing to update but I don't have the mood to do it.
Sorry people.
You will never know what one is thinking unless he/she tells you.
Provided he/she is saying the truth.
If not... You'll NEVER know.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Have been sicked since Saturday night after Open House. I think cheer to much, too tired le. But it was fun though. You get to interact and communicate with different people and make new friends.
Doctor gave me 3 days MC. But I think I will go back to school tomorrow if I got no fever. For now, gonna be a good girl that take medicine, rest and read my CDS notes and prepare for make up quiz. :) Will rest when the medicine take effect.
Sunday, January 03, 2010 Sunday, January 3, 2010
You held my hand that day...
You always tell me those things...
You always does that...
I wonder... Does these things mean anything to you?
Sunday, January 03, 2010
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
Hoping that 2010 would be better than 2009. :)
I haven't been blogging since I left for the trip. Well, I am really tired nowadays. Its like no matter how much I sleep, I am still tired. Some more with the beginning of the new term, it sucks more. Rather stressful. Also I didn't do well for my term test. So I am going to buck up and be more serious.
Thursday went Seoul Garden with Daniel and Gang then went steamboat at Bugis and countdown after that with my own clique at Clarke Quay. Though a few of them wasn't there, it was still fun and high. Went home in the morning and slept at around 8am.
Then meet Waran and CDS group mates in the evening and then after that went to East Coast Park to meet Jeeva they all for steamboat. Consecutive 2 days of steamboat. Will die lohhs. Then crap around. Borrowed Shaakir's bike and went cycling with Nelson. I fell and I crash Shaakir's bike into the bush and hit a pole. His bike cost a bomb but he wasn't angry Sorry Shaakir. Reached home at 8.30am. Wanted to alight at Sara there, but then overslept. So no choice.
Like that 2 days of the new year gone liaos!!! See how time flies.
Now uploading photos on facebook. Got alot to upload but then a little lazy. haiis. Somemore got alot of things haven't do yet. CDS, SQL, ORGCOMand EWA. Die ahhs.
Friday, December 11, 2009 Friday, December 11, 2009
Exams are over and I am flying off in a few less than 2 hours time.
Now got a bit of time and decided to blog. I am using my cousin's laptop.
I was late for today's paper. I reached 9.45am and I left question B2 blank totally. No high hopes in the first place. But quite sad. Nevermind about that though.
Went movies with Alistair, Andrew, Anthony, Daniel, Erwin, Guo Hao, Kenny and Kian Hao. The movie Storm Warriors - so many handsome guys. Hehees. :)
But I somehow hate the plot, cause Ekin has to be the "bad guy". Some more I was interrupted with MANY MANY phone calls. Irritating lohhs.
Actually I didn't want to say but nevermind. I cried cause of Ekin. hahaas. :) That's why they keep saying I hide myself with the hoodie.
After movies went home to get prepared and came to grandma's house.
Haiis. Jeeva got pool party and I can't go. I always miss the chance to go his house. No more chance le. Sob sob. :(
Thanks Karl for wishing me. hehees. :)
My sister just called me. She say she miss me. hahaas. :D I so happy.
I very tired sia. Yesterday only sleep 4 hours then now go Korea. DIE lohhs.
haiis. I want go bath. Very tired. Then going to leave house soon.
Take care everyone. Will blog again when I am back in 2 weeks time. No laptop, No updates. So till then. :)
CHEERS. :D
Friday, December 11, 2009
No time to blog lahhs. Today was with Daniel, Erwin, Zhijie and Anthony for almost the remaining half of the day. They even came to my house for a while.
Tomorrow last paper. The best thing is that I haven't started studying properly. Was packing things for the trip. Flying off tomorrow night.
Ohhs ya. I will not be bringing laptop. So don't try to contact me through mail. In fact, I don't think I will be contactable for 2 weeks. Sorry peeps.
Its 1.28am now, and I am so dead. Going to study now. BYE. :)
Wednesday, December 09, 2009 Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Monday (7th Dec):
Stayed at home and used computer and meet Anthony, Andrew, Daniel, Daniel's friend and Erwin at airport around 9pm to study. But then when reach there only talk and play sticks. Then they went supper with Kenny and Alistair but Anthony and I never go. We go eat at Popeye.
After that went Mac. We were like playing games, watching my facebook videos and laughing like mad. When laptop's battery flat then start studying. Then study a while liaos then play and started talking. Totally no exam mood lohhs.
Around 5am we go Starbucks. Anthony bought Hot Chocolate for me. He lose it to me in a bet. But he buy very big cup lahhs. Like that i rather I lose lohhs. So full lahhs. Then waited until 6am to take the first bus home. Reached around 7am and slept at around 8am like that.
Ohhs. Did I mention, it was the first time I ever stepped into Starbucks. Miracle lohhs. I think almost everyone know why its the first time.
Tuesday (8th Dec):
Woke up at 1pm thanks to Waran. He called. I intended to wake up at 3pm or 4pm de lohhs. Then went to school to meet Andrew, Daniel, Erwin and Kenny around 2pm like that to study. Daniel taught me some things then they went for bike prac and Erwin went to meet Jun Yuan and i stayed in the library.
Studied a while and then Jeeva, Siva and Huzairi came to join me. We talked alot of crap and studied only a bit sia. Then around 7pm like that Karl and Nelson came and they all went home. I studied a while and met Anthony around 8pm like that then we went Airport to meet Allan.
Allan is Anthony's friend and now my new friend too. Hehees. :) Its hard to believe but thanks to him, Anthony and I almost fight.
We arranged to meet at 8.30pm but he reached at 10.30pm. Then in between we called him he kept saying he reaching which we know he was bullshitting. But we were not angry due to this. Because Anthony and I didn't eat anything the whole day and were hungry but we were waiting for him to eat dinner. But we waited and waited until we were irritated and too hungry we went to eat. We found a place and sat down. Anthony sort of like vented his anger and unhappiness on me. I was irritated at that time too due to not having enough sleep. So we show each other attitude. But lucky we didn't fight. If we did, it will be the WORST thing to fight over. Not worth lahhs. Fighting over a irresponsible guy.
But when he reached he apologised and things were fine again. Anthony suddenly high again lohhs. Some more its SUPER HIGH. Actually wanted to study overnight again, but end up didn't. Took bus at 12am like that. Reached home i sleep. Too tired ahhs.
Wednesday (9th Dec):
The day of exam. Still not enough sleep lohhs. Very tired. But met Alistair, Andrew, Anthony, Daniel, Erwin, Kenny and Kian Hao at around 2.30pm like that in Short Circuit. Met Filvi on the way there and she joined. Crapping there again lahhs. Never study.
Then went to meet Jeeva to pass him calculator and when up to the venue with them.
I told Karl that I AM GOING TO GIVE UP ON THAT GUY!
Even though I didn't tell Karl who the guy was, he knew who it was. He knew me and was able to see through me. I felt happy and maybe touched as he knows me. hahaas. :)
After chit-chatting a while, went into the class to take the paper. It was horribly done. If i can pass that paper, it ill be a miracle.
After the paper, went to study with Anthony, Daniel and Erwin at Mac opposite school. There is really no exam mood. No one got the mood to study hard to score well due to the low weightage of the paper. We were talking for like 2 hours then we started studying seriously. But after a while we went home. =.=
Daniel drove me home, so quite fast. Reached home use computer. I never use for like 3 days already. So once and for all get things done. Until now 11pm I haven't start studying. After I blogged I will start. Which I may soon since I am finished with this.
ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE FOR THE REMAINING PAPERS! :)
Like I mentioned to Karl.
I AM GOING TO GIVE UP ON YOU!
You make me feel that I am so "cheap".
In the first place I am not even yours, so what gives you all those rights.
You don't spare a thought for me or for anyone around you.
You are simply just ignorant.
I feel so stupid now and I think I have woken up.
So things will be over soon. Be it for you or for me.
Monday, December 07, 2009 Monday, December 7, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALISTAIR! :)
May all your dreams and wishes come true.
Stay Happy and healthy always. ;)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOM KHOO! :)
Sorry for not going to Pub 7 tomorrow night.
May you have an enjoyable birthday.
Finally back home. Not enough sleep sia.
Missed my bed dearly.
Haiis. Havent started studying for term test lohhs.
So damn dead. ):
I was wrong. My flight is on the 11th Dec night. Not 12th Dec.
I haven't started studying and haven't pack my luggage.
Nothing is done. STRESS AHHS.
Need to start doing things.
If not will miss out a lot.
I also wonder how am I going to sleep there when for 2 weeks.
Don't know can get use to it not.
Some more there so cold and i am so afraid of cold.
No one knows what lies ahead.
Be it life in Singapore, daily life, love life or 2 weeks of Korea life.
Saturday, December 05, 2009 Saturday, December 5, 2009
Today staying at Hougang too.
Dinner cook by grandma was nice.
Slept at 3am++ and woke up at around 10am++.
Not use to it bahhs. Some more 3 of us squeeze in one bed, cannot move.
Went out at around 2pm. Went to my Uncle's house to pass him thing then later went to Macpherson Road then to Kaki Bukit View then to Jurong Point.
Hahaas. :) I first time go Jurong Point sia. Damn big lahhs.
I think if I go myself sure cannot find my way de.
Bought some of the needies to Korea.
But the thing is I havent started studying for term test.
I am so dead. ):
I have been have block nose and runny nose since a few weeks back.
But now I am sneezing very frequently.
So if you're scolding me behind my back please stop. I hate sneezing.
A little fact for everyone.
Everytime you sneeze, some of your brain cells die!!!
Saturday, December 05, 2009
Staying over at Hougang today and maybe tomorrow as well.
Getting things for Korea trip.
Went out with mummy to get some things, then went over to my uncle's place to pick things since he's a traveller and have Winter wear.
Were baking pizza at his house. Nice! Took a lot of photos, but lazy to post.
Later abit bahhs. Spend the whole evening to bake 4 pizzas.
After that watch television and talk in the living room.
After that then go Hougang.
Its like 12.46am now and I reeks of Pizza smell. Haven't bath.
Watching the Unbeatables 3 on Channel 8. After that then bath bahhs.
Also searching for flights to Jeju from Seoul.
Anyone got any idea on how to get the tickets and what are the rates?
There's still alot of things to do before the trip.
Tired ahhs. When I really free then update bahhs.
Good night people. :)
Friday, December 04, 2009 Friday, December 4, 2009
I can't believe I woke up at 8.30am. Its a miracle.
All those that know me well should know why.
Called Singtel at 9am due to the extremely bad connection and the problem was solved at 10.30am. Slow.
I didn't use computer yesterday lahhs.
Partly due to the connection and partly cause I am not home yesterday.
Also, I don't know why, but My Player is not playing my animes. I can't watch it. :(
Irritating. Got so much but can't watch. Who can solve this problem??
The DASYS lab test yesterday was horrendous. I wonder can I even pass not.
Only a handful managed to get 2 signatures. The rest all die together.
Mr Chua Yong Qing Andrew, whose register no. was in front of me was so irritated.
He was scolding, swearing, murmuring, kicking and hitting the table cause he can't do it.
So noisy lohhs. I cannot do also never like that. Haiis. 看开一点! hahaas. :P
After the test, went brunch with Karl, Siva, Huzairi and Nadine at Mac opposite.
Sat down and talk and gossip till I think 12pm+++.
Anyway, Thanks Karl, for listening and giving me ideas on what to do. :)
Met Anthony at 6pm, then went to the E-guides briefing. That ass, lie to me.
Actually can go off at 6.30pm de.
But cause Anthony got the FAs briefing and I waited for him.
I regretted like hell. We end up doing TP Mass Dance in the lecture hall.
Damn it. I seriously don't want to do it, but everyone was staring and looking at me.
So no choice. After the stupid Mass Dance, we took a bus to Tampines Interchange.
I meet my mummy and Anthony meet his friends.
Went dinner at Pizza Hut with my mummy and 2 of her colleagues.
Was one of the colleague's birthday. Took a lot of pictures. Maybe upload a few later on.
The 3 of them add up almost a 100 years old, but they behave like 12 years old.
Now I know why i so childish. Its all in the genes.
Going out later. Sure tired since i woke up so early. I predict that will be taking photos agaon since my mummy wants to bring the camera out. -.-
Will upload when I am back or when I have the mood or time.
Now I want go watch shows le. Finish loading liaos.
Someone says that he isn't right for me. He is not the one for me.
What should I do? Haiis. I am clueless since I am not even sure how I feel.
I hope I know how he feels sia. I think it will really help a lot. Haiis.
Let nature take its course bahhs. :(
Wednesday, December 02, 2009 Wednesday, December 2, 2009
FALSE ALARM! FALSE ALARM!!! SCARED DIE ME!!!
吓死我了! 真的差一点儿被吓死了!
I thought my mummy n my papa was fighting. Lucky not.
If not my term test sure no heart to study de.
They are like my everything.
If they start fighting I will start breaking down.
So lucky they never. So I happy. :) heheees.
Yesterday never use computer. So never blog.
I also cannot remember what I do yesterday. So don't care.
I think and think, I remembered something.
I KENA BULLY AGAIN!!!
This time very very very very very jia lat.
I was screaming andmy hands got blisters.
CULPRITS are ANDREW, ANTHONY, DANIEL and KIAN HAO! (always them)
VICTIMS are ALISTAIR and ME!
Wondering what they do? Haiis!!!
They pull me towards Alistair.
Want make me touch him and hug him. Whatever shit!!
Then Alistair doing work so he never move away.
I struggle + they pull = Screams & Bruises -.-
Make me until I on the floor. So poor thing.
Then today got ECAPP. As usual, like free time like that.
But still got do abit of work.
Also kena bully. My hair might just all fall off one day.
Then went lunch opposite with the usual bullies.
They are so predictable.
Cause they went first and I went later.
Then they isolated Alistair and me on the other table. =.=
EXPECTED!
Then when wanted to go back school for the ORGCOM make-up peer editing, RAIN.
But then Erwin share umbrella with me. So kena abit only. :)
Then the editing I do pair work with Alistair.
I write the thing like compo, he write like a few lines only. =.=
But what he write was right. So maybe is I write too much le. :(
Then have CDS term test at 6pm. The ORGCOM thingy end at 2pm.
I was thinking whether to go home a not, but in the end chose not to.
So study in library till almost 5pm then go CENT room find Shan.
Did I mention, Shan did not know that there was term test today.
Even when I told him, he insisted that I was joking.
So end up I photocopy the notes I did myself for him.
If not how he die he also don't know.
The test wasn't hard. But i wouldn't say i did well either.
Mind was blank in the LT. But still managed to do it.
Went home after that. Wanted to study for tomorrow's DASYS lab test but now 11.55pm, I havent started a single shit.
Was doing this and that. Now still blogging.
Kays kays. Need to go study.
Want to switch off the laptop.
Must remove all distraction.
BTW, my internet connections sucks.
Singnet SUCKS! Scammer! RAHHS!!!
Monday, November 30, 2009 Monday, November 30, 2009
Wahhs, Andrew change blog skin liaos sia..... hahaas. :)
Today kena bully by everybody until quite jia lat.
Esp by Chua Yong Qing Andrew - S9016***A. hahaas. :)
I was late for school today. But teacher never say anything.
I also don't know he mark as late or not.
The teacher wasn't very happy today.
But nothing much happen.
Went lunch with Alistair, Andrew, Daniel, Erwin, Filvi, Guo Hao, Kenny and Kian Hao at Pizza Hut since there wasn't DMSD lecture.
One of my good buddy was also eating inside, but then he never call me.
Just now on MSN then he tell me he saw me inside. -.-'''
Then we also skip ECAPP lecture on the way and walk around, shop shop abit.
Then meet Anthony at the bus stp then went ORGCOM together.
When waiting outside the ORGCOM class i kena bully until I want to cry lahhs.
Kena bully until I giddy. hahaas. Then teacher come.
She today keep picking me to read and even asked me to help her distribute the papers.
She usually don't call me de. Weird.
After lessons met Mr Steven Chan at the corridoor, he said he knew that that was me since I will only be the one to get bullied until like that. =.=
Cause Andrew was bullying me at that time.
Then went dinner with Anthony, Kenny and Kian Hao.
The Auntie give Kian Hao a super super big serving lahhs.
See for yourself. Auntie bias. But i never eat.
I compare with the portion auntie gave the others.
Then later waited until 6pm for their lecture. Anthony and I accompany them go.
But then end up lecture cancelled. =.='''
The teacher say he said. But then everybody still went.
This proves that they don't listen to what he says. hahaas. :D
Then talk and waited for somethings and someone then go home.
Nvr eat dinner today.
Whole day only eat the lunch and abit of fries.
Then came home. NEVER switch on the computer de.
Cause I want to study for my CDS term test coming Wednesday.
But thanks to Daniel and Anthony, I got no choice but to switch on.
End up only like study 1/2 a chapter.
Until now still 1/2 cause talk on the phone and on skype with Anthony.
Plus got multi-converse with Anthony, Daniel and Filvi.
Distraction is everywhere. Haiis. Want go study.
If not tomorrow no time.
Hahaas. :) The MSN personal message of Anthony and Daniel very cute.
Daniel's: ''ddaanniieell''|[M]ystique-S[k]yDeMoN - ELESIA LEE-talk to me when u see THIS.
Anthony's: [{CuphuKeren}] - White Chirstmas - ELESIA LEE when u see this CALL ME!
