Friday, December 11, 2009 Friday, December 11, 2009
Exams are over and I am flying off in a few less than 2 hours time.
Now got a bit of time and decided to blog. I am using my cousin's laptop.
I was late for today's paper. I reached 9.45am and I left question B2 blank totally. No high hopes in the first place. But quite sad. Nevermind about that though.
Went movies with Alistair, Andrew, Anthony, Daniel, Erwin, Guo Hao, Kenny and Kian Hao. The movie Storm Warriors - so many handsome guys. Hehees. :)
But I somehow hate the plot, cause Ekin has to be the "bad guy". Some more I was interrupted with MANY MANY phone calls. Irritating lohhs.
Actually I didn't want to say but nevermind. I cried cause of Ekin. hahaas. :) That's why they keep saying I hide myself with the hoodie.
After movies went home to get prepared and came to grandma's house.
Haiis. Jeeva got pool party and I can't go. I always miss the chance to go his house. No more chance le. Sob sob. :(
Thanks Karl for wishing me. hehees. :)
My sister just called me. She say she miss me. hahaas. :D I so happy.
I very tired sia. Yesterday only sleep 4 hours then now go Korea. DIE lohhs.
haiis. I want go bath. Very tired. Then going to leave house soon.
Take care everyone. Will blog again when I am back in 2 weeks time. No laptop, No updates. So till then. :)
CHEERS. :D
Friday, December 11, 2009
No time to blog lahhs. Today was with Daniel, Erwin, Zhijie and Anthony for almost the remaining half of the day. They even came to my house for a while.
Tomorrow last paper. The best thing is that I haven't started studying properly. Was packing things for the trip. Flying off tomorrow night.
Ohhs ya. I will not be bringing laptop. So don't try to contact me through mail. In fact, I don't think I will be contactable for 2 weeks. Sorry peeps.
Its 1.28am now, and I am so dead. Going to study now. BYE. :)
Wednesday, December 09, 2009 Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Monday (7th Dec):
Stayed at home and used computer and meet Anthony, Andrew, Daniel, Daniel's friend and Erwin at airport around 9pm to study. But then when reach there only talk and play sticks. Then they went supper with Kenny and Alistair but Anthony and I never go. We go eat at Popeye.
After that went Mac. We were like playing games, watching my facebook videos and laughing like mad. When laptop's battery flat then start studying. Then study a while liaos then play and started talking. Totally no exam mood lohhs.
Around 5am we go Starbucks. Anthony bought Hot Chocolate for me. He lose it to me in a bet. But he buy very big cup lahhs. Like that i rather I lose lohhs. So full lahhs. Then waited until 6am to take the first bus home. Reached around 7am and slept at around 8am like that.
Ohhs. Did I mention, it was the first time I ever stepped into Starbucks. Miracle lohhs. I think almost everyone know why its the first time.
Tuesday (8th Dec):
Woke up at 1pm thanks to Waran. He called. I intended to wake up at 3pm or 4pm de lohhs. Then went to school to meet Andrew, Daniel, Erwin and Kenny around 2pm like that to study. Daniel taught me some things then they went for bike prac and Erwin went to meet Jun Yuan and i stayed in the library.
Studied a while and then Jeeva, Siva and Huzairi came to join me. We talked alot of crap and studied only a bit sia. Then around 7pm like that Karl and Nelson came and they all went home. I studied a while and met Anthony around 8pm like that then we went Airport to meet Allan.
Allan is Anthony's friend and now my new friend too. Hehees. :) Its hard to believe but thanks to him, Anthony and I almost fight.
We arranged to meet at 8.30pm but he reached at 10.30pm. Then in between we called him he kept saying he reaching which we know he was bullshitting. But we were not angry due to this. Because Anthony and I didn't eat anything the whole day and were hungry but we were waiting for him to eat dinner. But we waited and waited until we were irritated and too hungry we went to eat. We found a place and sat down. Anthony sort of like vented his anger and unhappiness on me. I was irritated at that time too due to not having enough sleep. So we show each other attitude. But lucky we didn't fight. If we did, it will be the WORST thing to fight over. Not worth lahhs. Fighting over a irresponsible guy.
But when he reached he apologised and things were fine again. Anthony suddenly high again lohhs. Some more its SUPER HIGH. Actually wanted to study overnight again, but end up didn't. Took bus at 12am like that. Reached home i sleep. Too tired ahhs.
Wednesday (9th Dec):
The day of exam. Still not enough sleep lohhs. Very tired. But met Alistair, Andrew, Anthony, Daniel, Erwin, Kenny and Kian Hao at around 2.30pm like that in Short Circuit. Met Filvi on the way there and she joined. Crapping there again lahhs. Never study.
Then went to meet Jeeva to pass him calculator and when up to the venue with them.
I told Karl that I AM GOING TO GIVE UP ON THAT GUY!
Even though I didn't tell Karl who the guy was, he knew who it was. He knew me and was able to see through me. I felt happy and maybe touched as he knows me. hahaas. :)
After chit-chatting a while, went into the class to take the paper. It was horribly done. If i can pass that paper, it ill be a miracle.
After the paper, went to study with Anthony, Daniel and Erwin at Mac opposite school. There is really no exam mood. No one got the mood to study hard to score well due to the low weightage of the paper. We were talking for like 2 hours then we started studying seriously. But after a while we went home. =.=
Daniel drove me home, so quite fast. Reached home use computer. I never use for like 3 days already. So once and for all get things done. Until now 11pm I haven't start studying. After I blogged I will start. Which I may soon since I am finished with this.
ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE FOR THE REMAINING PAPERS! :)
Like I mentioned to Karl.
I AM GOING TO GIVE UP ON YOU!
You make me feel that I am so "cheap".
In the first place I am not even yours, so what gives you all those rights.
You don't spare a thought for me or for anyone around you.
You are simply just ignorant.
I feel so stupid now and I think I have woken up.
So things will be over soon. Be it for you or for me.
Monday, December 07, 2009 Monday, December 7, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALISTAIR! :)
May all your dreams and wishes come true.
Stay Happy and healthy always. ;)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOM KHOO! :)
Sorry for not going to Pub 7 tomorrow night.
May you have an enjoyable birthday.
Finally back home. Not enough sleep sia.
Missed my bed dearly.
Haiis. Havent started studying for term test lohhs.
So damn dead. ):
I was wrong. My flight is on the 11th Dec night. Not 12th Dec.
I haven't started studying and haven't pack my luggage.
Nothing is done. STRESS AHHS.
Need to start doing things.
If not will miss out a lot.
I also wonder how am I going to sleep there when for 2 weeks.
Don't know can get use to it not.
Some more there so cold and i am so afraid of cold.
No one knows what lies ahead.
Be it life in Singapore, daily life, love life or 2 weeks of Korea life.
Saturday, December 05, 2009 Saturday, December 5, 2009
Today staying at Hougang too.
Dinner cook by grandma was nice.
Slept at 3am++ and woke up at around 10am++.
Not use to it bahhs. Some more 3 of us squeeze in one bed, cannot move.
Went out at around 2pm. Went to my Uncle's house to pass him thing then later went to Macpherson Road then to Kaki Bukit View then to Jurong Point.
Hahaas. :) I first time go Jurong Point sia. Damn big lahhs.
I think if I go myself sure cannot find my way de.
Bought some of the needies to Korea.
But the thing is I havent started studying for term test.
I am so dead. ):
I have been have block nose and runny nose since a few weeks back.
But now I am sneezing very frequently.
So if you're scolding me behind my back please stop. I hate sneezing.
A little fact for everyone.
Everytime you sneeze, some of your brain cells die!!!
Saturday, December 05, 2009
Staying over at Hougang today and maybe tomorrow as well.
Getting things for Korea trip.
Went out with mummy to get some things, then went over to my uncle's place to pick things since he's a traveller and have Winter wear.
Were baking pizza at his house. Nice! Took a lot of photos, but lazy to post.
Later abit bahhs. Spend the whole evening to bake 4 pizzas.
After that watch television and talk in the living room.
After that then go Hougang.
Its like 12.46am now and I reeks of Pizza smell. Haven't bath.
Watching the Unbeatables 3 on Channel 8. After that then bath bahhs.
Also searching for flights to Jeju from Seoul.
Anyone got any idea on how to get the tickets and what are the rates?
There's still alot of things to do before the trip.
Tired ahhs. When I really free then update bahhs.
Good night people. :)
Friday, December 04, 2009 Friday, December 4, 2009
I can't believe I woke up at 8.30am. Its a miracle.
All those that know me well should know why.
Called Singtel at 9am due to the extremely bad connection and the problem was solved at 10.30am. Slow.
I didn't use computer yesterday lahhs.
Partly due to the connection and partly cause I am not home yesterday.
Also, I don't know why, but My Player is not playing my animes. I can't watch it. :(
Irritating. Got so much but can't watch. Who can solve this problem??
The DASYS lab test yesterday was horrendous. I wonder can I even pass not.
Only a handful managed to get 2 signatures. The rest all die together.
Mr Chua Yong Qing Andrew, whose register no. was in front of me was so irritated.
He was scolding, swearing, murmuring, kicking and hitting the table cause he can't do it.
So noisy lohhs. I cannot do also never like that. Haiis. 看开一点! hahaas. :P
After the test, went brunch with Karl, Siva, Huzairi and Nadine at Mac opposite.
Sat down and talk and gossip till I think 12pm+++.
Anyway, Thanks Karl, for listening and giving me ideas on what to do. :)
Met Anthony at 6pm, then went to the E-guides briefing. That ass, lie to me.
Actually can go off at 6.30pm de.
But cause Anthony got the FAs briefing and I waited for him.
I regretted like hell. We end up doing TP Mass Dance in the lecture hall.
Damn it. I seriously don't want to do it, but everyone was staring and looking at me.
So no choice. After the stupid Mass Dance, we took a bus to Tampines Interchange.
I meet my mummy and Anthony meet his friends.
Went dinner at Pizza Hut with my mummy and 2 of her colleagues.
Was one of the colleague's birthday. Took a lot of pictures. Maybe upload a few later on.
The 3 of them add up almost a 100 years old, but they behave like 12 years old.
Now I know why i so childish. Its all in the genes.
Going out later. Sure tired since i woke up so early. I predict that will be taking photos agaon since my mummy wants to bring the camera out. -.-
Will upload when I am back or when I have the mood or time.
Now I want go watch shows le. Finish loading liaos.
Someone says that he isn't right for me. He is not the one for me.
What should I do? Haiis. I am clueless since I am not even sure how I feel.
I hope I know how he feels sia. I think it will really help a lot. Haiis.
Let nature take its course bahhs. :(
Wednesday, December 02, 2009 Wednesday, December 2, 2009
FALSE ALARM! FALSE ALARM!!! SCARED DIE ME!!!
吓死我了! 真的差一点儿被吓死了!
I thought my mummy n my papa was fighting. Lucky not.
If not my term test sure no heart to study de.
They are like my everything.
If they start fighting I will start breaking down.
So lucky they never. So I happy. :) heheees.
Yesterday never use computer. So never blog.
I also cannot remember what I do yesterday. So don't care.
I think and think, I remembered something.
I KENA BULLY AGAIN!!!
This time very very very very very jia lat.
I was screaming andmy hands got blisters.
CULPRITS are ANDREW, ANTHONY, DANIEL and KIAN HAO! (always them)
VICTIMS are ALISTAIR and ME!
Wondering what they do? Haiis!!!
They pull me towards Alistair.
Want make me touch him and hug him. Whatever shit!!
Then Alistair doing work so he never move away.
I struggle + they pull = Screams & Bruises -.-
Make me until I on the floor. So poor thing.
Then today got ECAPP. As usual, like free time like that.
But still got do abit of work.
Also kena bully. My hair might just all fall off one day.
Then went lunch opposite with the usual bullies.
They are so predictable.
Cause they went first and I went later.
Then they isolated Alistair and me on the other table. =.=
EXPECTED!
Then when wanted to go back school for the ORGCOM make-up peer editing, RAIN.
But then Erwin share umbrella with me. So kena abit only. :)
Then the editing I do pair work with Alistair.
I write the thing like compo, he write like a few lines only. =.=
But what he write was right. So maybe is I write too much le. :(
Then have CDS term test at 6pm. The ORGCOM thingy end at 2pm.
I was thinking whether to go home a not, but in the end chose not to.
So study in library till almost 5pm then go CENT room find Shan.
Did I mention, Shan did not know that there was term test today.
Even when I told him, he insisted that I was joking.
So end up I photocopy the notes I did myself for him.
If not how he die he also don't know.
The test wasn't hard. But i wouldn't say i did well either.
Mind was blank in the LT. But still managed to do it.
Went home after that. Wanted to study for tomorrow's DASYS lab test but now 11.55pm, I havent started a single shit.
Was doing this and that. Now still blogging.
Kays kays. Need to go study.
Want to switch off the laptop.
Must remove all distraction.
BTW, my internet connections sucks.
Singnet SUCKS! Scammer! RAHHS!!!
Monday, November 30, 2009 Monday, November 30, 2009
Wahhs, Andrew change blog skin liaos sia..... hahaas. :)
Today kena bully by everybody until quite jia lat.
Esp by Chua Yong Qing Andrew - S9016***A. hahaas. :)
I was late for school today. But teacher never say anything.
I also don't know he mark as late or not.
The teacher wasn't very happy today.
But nothing much happen.
Went lunch with Alistair, Andrew, Daniel, Erwin, Filvi, Guo Hao, Kenny and Kian Hao at Pizza Hut since there wasn't DMSD lecture.
One of my good buddy was also eating inside, but then he never call me.
Just now on MSN then he tell me he saw me inside. -.-'''
Then we also skip ECAPP lecture on the way and walk around, shop shop abit.
Then meet Anthony at the bus stp then went ORGCOM together.
When waiting outside the ORGCOM class i kena bully until I want to cry lahhs.
Kena bully until I giddy. hahaas. Then teacher come.
She today keep picking me to read and even asked me to help her distribute the papers.
She usually don't call me de. Weird.
After lessons met Mr Steven Chan at the corridoor, he said he knew that that was me since I will only be the one to get bullied until like that. =.=
Cause Andrew was bullying me at that time.
Then went dinner with Anthony, Kenny and Kian Hao.
The Auntie give Kian Hao a super super big serving lahhs.
See for yourself. Auntie bias. But i never eat.
I compare with the portion auntie gave the others.
Then later waited until 6pm for their lecture. Anthony and I accompany them go.
But then end up lecture cancelled. =.='''
The teacher say he said. But then everybody still went.
This proves that they don't listen to what he says. hahaas. :D
Then talk and waited for somethings and someone then go home.
Nvr eat dinner today.
Whole day only eat the lunch and abit of fries.
Then came home. NEVER switch on the computer de.
Cause I want to study for my CDS term test coming Wednesday.
But thanks to Daniel and Anthony, I got no choice but to switch on.
End up only like study 1/2 a chapter.
Until now still 1/2 cause talk on the phone and on skype with Anthony.
Plus got multi-converse with Anthony, Daniel and Filvi.
Distraction is everywhere. Haiis. Want go study.
If not tomorrow no time.
Hahaas. :) The MSN personal message of Anthony and Daniel very cute.
Daniel's: ''ddaanniieell''|[M]ystique-S[k]yDeMoN - ELESIA LEE-talk to me when u see THIS.
Anthony's: [{CuphuKeren}] - White Chirstmas - ELESIA LEE when u see this CALL ME!
Sunday, November 29, 2009 Sunday, November 29, 2009
Today then I know New Moon was sneak preview. hahaas. :)
I think Amirah damn jealous. :D
Don't need jealous, you can see it in a week time. :P
Went to Bugis with my sis today.
First thing we did there was finding Filvi.
My sis no choice she tag along cause I wan to go. Hahaas. :)
Talk a while then shop around.
It was crazy. We bought a lot of things.
11 T-shirts, 5 shirts, 2 dresses and a bag.
Ohhs ya. Still got two sets of Japanese Drama. -.-
Spent a lot of money. Went there at 11.30am and went back at around 8pm.
Damn tired lahhs.
I seriously spent a lot of money this month. I will be spending more in coming weeks.
Die. I bought like 5 dresses this month lahhs. Adding onto my collection sia.
Then shoes also. Bought at least 4 pairs. Ahhs. Its crazy. I don't want to count le.
After that went to East Point's Winter Time to check out stuffs needed for the trip.
Then bought dinner for Papa. Then was like fashion show in the room.
Wahhs. Sianns. Tomorrow got school. =.= Got Orgcom test again.
Although is MCQ but still need study abit.
My internet connection sucks today.
Or should say it sucks all along.
Wonder if Singtel scamming our $45 every month a not.
Did I mention i wore a cap out today?
Like first time sia. I seldom wear cap de.
And due to the complaint from my
dearest meimei that my blog is full of words,
I took photos and edited. hehees. :)
Happy now not Xiao Mei?
Well shall stop here.
Very sianns liaos.
Want go study for CDS and Orgcom le.
If not not enough time to sleep.
Saturday, November 28, 2009 Saturday, November 28, 2009
Went to E-hub today to watch Mulan and New Moon.
Well, both of the movies were great but wasn't flawless.
Mulan is not draggy, but the problem was that Mulan and the general weren't together!
Then New Moon was that there wasn't any subtitles available and you tend to not catch what they say.
They even spoke in other languages and it wasn't translated. =.=
Walk to Whitesands after that.
Walk around and bought a dress.
Its like the third dress this month lohhs.
I seldom buy clothes but because I got a lot of events recently so i need it.
Not very free this few weeks. Getting more and more stress.
Term test are on the 9th-11th Dec.
Next Wednesday still got CDS test. There's really a lot of things to memorise.
Then need to get the things ready for Korea trip from the 12th-26th Dec.
Its winter in Korea. Heard that it will be below 0 Dgree Celcius.
I am that kind of very scared of cold and i get cold very easily de.
So don't know can tahan a not.
Then back on the 26th Dec at night then 27th Dec got wedding dinner. -.-
Then the 28th Dec school starts. =.=
Hope I don't get sick due to the changes and tiredness.
Alot of things to do in two weeks to be prepared for test and trip.
Still need to get a lot of things. Friday still need to stopover at my Uncle's house.
Arghhs. STRESS ahhs. Not enough time. 24 hours too short.
Starting to get worried and feel a little paranoid with things.
These signs are not really good though.
It will cause mood swings very easily.
Too many things happening around me le lahhs.
Hope they will all just go away.
Well I wouldn't say there isn't any things on with her.
But I also don't know how to say. Haiis.
Sometimes really feel like doing what he and she says.
Haiis. But I can't. Its just blogging and I am feeling so shagged.
But after talking to Anesa things are way better.
Blogging quite consistently recently cause so many people are reading my blog which i just realised recently.
I really didn't know so any people are reading and concerned about me.
Hmm... Is it good or bad I also don't know.
He is not what you think he is.
He is far much better than what you think.
Please don't put your own thoughts onto him.
You have no rights! Even if you do, it isn't right either.
Please respect others if you want others to respect you.
Things won't always work the way you want it to.
No one have control of these.
Its ime for you to wake up.
Well...... Maybe I have to wake up too.
I fell like I am feeling too tired for anything.
AND I MEANT EVERYTHING!
Thursday, November 26, 2009 Thursday, November 26, 2009
Its 6.30pm now. Just reached home. Went Expo for the SITEX fair. My sis wanted to buy a new laptop. So I meet my mummy and my sis after lessons. We initially only wanted to go to the SITEX fair. But end up my mummy saw that there was John Little Sale too. Sooooooo... end up we went to the John Little sale first. hahaas. I abit sianns at first, but who knows I ended up buying the most things. :D My mummy and my sis bought a pair of slippers each. Me? I bought 3 pairs of slippers and a pair of heels. I got alot of shoes now lohhs. 5 pairs of slippers, 4 pair of high heels, 1 pair of sandals and 4 pair of shoes. Wahhs. I didn't know I got so many pairs of shoes. But they are all quite cheap and long le. Even tried wind breaker and took some photos. Err... I don't think I am going to post them.
Then went to SITEX fair, I wouldn't say its pack but neither is it empty. So so lahhs. Walk one round to take the brochures on laptops and then I sat outside to compare. In the end after i told my sis about which is good and etc, she chose the Toshiba which I find it reasonable. Got alot of gifts too. There was the other Fujitsu one, but she chose the Toshiba. Up to her lahhs. Its her money. Anyway I think the Toshiba one was better too.
Took bus home. The weather was like damn cool lahhs. The cool is not as in cold or breezy that kind. Its like wahhs that kind. The Sun is strong, but the sky was very cloudy, part of the sky was raining and it was damn breezy. It looks damn nice and it feels nice too. i took a picture.
Ohhs ya. Didn't talk about school today. I slept at 3am and had no problem waking up at 7.30am today. But someone clubbed too much and couldn't make it. Hahaas. Did pair work with Anthony today. Today Kenny damn smart. Can do everything sia. Then we like got problems but did managed to finish. Then got time we talk, play Facebook Icy Tower. The guys keep laughing at my score! -.- Come on lahhs. I admit I sucked at games. Then Andrew bully me again. That Kian Hao also, but he is verbally. haiis. Quite use to it le. Oohs ya. I don't know how the hell I got 8.5/10 for the DASYS quiz. hahaas. Teacher still count wrongly. Initially, he gave 7.5 then I counted, realise he gave 1 mark short. hahaas. I was like damn surprised.
Today I miss one of my Secondary School girlfriend damn badly. So I messaged her. She was the only one girl I keep contact with. I don't make really good friends with girls. I am like born not being able to click with girls. But with her its different. I think Anthony knows why I treasure her so much since he read the messages. She truly loves and care for me. I swear, she is not a friend you can find, throw and forget easily. She even managed to make me cry through just SMS. Cause I am touched. Ya, its stupid. But how many can do that. She also change my mood back with SMS. hahaas. Anesa, I really love you. :) You're the sweetest friend I can ever ask for.
There are happy things happening around me, but there are really things that males me sad too. In short I am really very stress. Mood swings are drastic too. So being with the guys really cheers me up and it helps to relieve my stress somehow.
I am rather speechless. I really feel like ignoring. Everyone is asking me to do that. Including my mummy and my sister. Things are rather contradicting. I don't know how to say. But things just don't tally. Its 123 at first, then it becomes 456. I really don't understand you. But when i think of it, I sort of like mood swing. I admit i am getting more and more disturbed by this. I really don't know how much more I can take it. I am sorry i have to say this. Sorry for not replying your sms. Cause I really don't know what to reply.
Tomorrow no school, but might be either going to the movies with my sister or going Long John Silver with Karl and gang. If I go movies, then no LJS. So depend on my sister.
Readers, do check out my Facebook Links and Videos if your're free. Almost all of them are awesome. They are either funny, touching, amazing, miraculous or surprising. Hahaas. :) Good source of entertainment. I am sharing it through one of my good friend. She has a long list of nice videos. I will share more if I find it. Enjoy then.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Almost cant wake up this morning. Alarm from 7.30am snooze all the way till 8++am then wake up to bath. Weird thing today is that the bus wasn't packed at all. It should by right be.
Had ECAPP quiz today. and it was horrible. I even blur blur left the question which I know how to do on the first page blank. Stupid! Then was discovery journal. I did but wasn't the best though. Remaining lessons was like free time. Hahaas Gossip, talk, play, kena bully etc.
After got CGINT. Alistair and Andrew join our class. LOLS. Then lunch at KFC with Andrew, Daniel, Erwin and Kenny. Ate and gossip till almost 2pm then they got CDS. Today Andrew got enough sleep, so got mood. So i today kena bully until very jialat. But what Andrew says make sense too. The bullying is cancel out since he always teaches me work. So I got nothing to say.
Reached home at around 2.15pm like that. Slept all the way till 6++pm then wake up do housework. Sianns. I realised that school this semester is really very weird. Its either we are so busy with tons of piled up work or that we are so free that we don't know what to do. Free to the extent that Andrew, Anthony, Daniel and Kenny can go clubbing at powerhouse tonight. hahaaas. :)
There is something really wrong with my laptop and the pros in my class tried to help through msn and phone but couldn't do much. So I am going to bring to school and they are going to try to fix it. Thanks in advance guys. :)
Ohhs ya. I told my mummy about what is happening around me lately. About friends and stuff. I asked my mummy what to do and what she thinks. She said 3 words - 管她啦! (Don't Care Her!).
I was like =.= ... This is the solution my mum give. hahaas.
This thing is repeating every semester. Who will be the next in line to "cause" us to be like that. haiis. I don't wan to think too much le.
FYI: This cooling period does more good to you then to me. If you want we can talk tomorrow. But are you sure of it. You think about it yourself. I am at the point of speechless and frankly speaking, i am starting to get sick of it. I know these hurts you but please face the problems and learn the facts.
You are the one that is not accepting others. Other are trying to accept you. It always takes 2 hands to clap. Others are trying, so why aren't you. You are well aware of what is going on around you, but you never once wants to accept it and admit it. Come on. Its poly. Its the year 2009. Please.
Going to stop here for the day. I started blogging at 10.31pm and its now 1.20am. Wat the. =.= I am at this for hours. Was multi-tasking like mad. Chatting with MANY MANY people, helping my friend from Applied Science edit his project, talking on the phone, thinking of things and sharing funny facebook videos.. Stress ahhs. Going to continue chatting with my friends. If you are free, go watch the videos on facebook. its fun and amazing. :)
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 Tuesday, November 24, 2009
I am trying to be a very bad person now.
If i don't, everything will remain the same and history will repeat itself again time after time.
I am sick of going through this things over and over.
I really don't like to be taken for granted.
You only speak to me when u feel like. It all depends on your mood.
You only believe what you see.
Have you ever spare a thought for me?
I am very different from you and you knew it.
So why are you trying to make things difficult?
I am not a saint, so I can't be forgiving everytime and I told u that before.
How many times do you want to go through this?
Stop testing my patience. If you have realised it, I am not as patient as I used to be.
Stop asking me stupid questions. I don't like to answer these stupid unreliable question.
Its always the same things.
The same question, the same answer and the same outcome.
Don't try to change me or change anything.
It is not going to work.
You will make things worst.
I would appreciate if you try to understand what I am going through and appreciate what I have done for you.
Please stop adding on to my stress.
I might no longer be able to take it.
I have my own troubles and problems too.
So Please Please Please!!!
Monday, November 23, 2009 Monday, November 23, 2009
Err. How to start...
Ohhs ya. Today started the day of with a DMSD quiz. Didn't went well though.
After that went ITAS to lunch with Alistair, Andrew, Anthony, Daniel, Erwin, Filvi, Guo Hao,Kenny and Kian Hao. We went to Business initially but no space, waited a while at ITAS for a seat too. Almost all ate Yong Tau Fu. Then dinner mummy also buy Yong Tau fu for me. Sianns.
Then went for lecture. DMSD lecture very attentive. That Alistair say want teach me 3NF and chasm trap also don't know teach until where. Then ECAPP lecture is play and talk. Daniel damn funny lahhs. Play with my hairband and hairclip. Super girly and cute.
Then was ORGCOM, got test also. But it was easy. Then ended lessons at 5pm and had a revision lecture for OTCM at 6pm. Waited 1hr with Waran and talked alot of crap. He even challenged me for term test. -.- The thing is that he owes me a bottle of winter melon for loosing the quiz and now $5.60 for photocopying the lecture notes with my own notes on it to study for the term test. Interesting! I am like providing my own notes to him to beat me in the term test. Hahaas. :) I shall not lose to him.
Took bus home at 7pm with Jun Yuan. Talk to him alot. Reached home watch television. Then mummy bought dinner (Yong Tau Fu as mentioned -.-). Just finished then receive a message from Kian Hao asking me to help him.
Then help Kian Hao do his powerpoint. Haiis. I edited alot. It looks so much nicer now. He said that is the difference between a work of a guy and a girl. Its like damn contradicting lahhs. He always say: "Huhhs! You girl mehhs?" Then now he say i girl. See!!! Human Nature. Haiis. Sad! Somemore he still scold me when I made a mistake. Then after that he still ask me to help him think of examples and questions. Might as well i help him do. Cheyys. Why I want to find trouble for myself by helping him? I aslo don't know.
Haiis. Going to continue to help Kian Hao. I haven't even study for my make up quiz for tomorrow. So many things to do.
Haiis. Someone ask me to perservere, don't give up on him. But i really don't know. I was enthu at first. But after he splash me with cold water continuously, I am really beginning to lose hope. What should i do? You are giving me stress. Without you, life was happier and rather peaceful as compared.
WORRIES GIVE SMALL THINGS
BIG SHADOW!!!
Sunday, November 22, 2009 Sunday, November 22, 2009
Haiis. Should I give up or continue doing what I am doing now?
I don't know what to do le. A little 心灰意冷 liaos.
Someone said to take it slowly...
I ask if to let nature take its course? Maybe bahhs.
Just hope that nature will bring him to read my blog and that the so called nature will enlighten him abit more.
With my recent low patience level, piling stress and his clueless mindset now, I don't know how long I can hang on.
I really hope that this is not one sided.
But on the other hand I wouldn't know what to do if its not.
Haiis. So complicated and contradicting.
Just hope that things turn out well.
Only that someone who knows everything understand how I feel.
Thanks to that someone who listens to me and help me. :) Really appreciate it.
Saturday, November 21, 2009 Saturday, November 21, 2009
Do you know that you irritate me? You stress me out? And that you are driving me nuts with you not knowing what I am trying to convey to you?
I have already hinted you so many times but you appeared to be clueless about things. The hint to you was like so f-ing obvious. haiis. Taking it slowly is like building up my stress and making me more sick. Waiting for you to wake up is like waiting for decades. Two words to describe my feelings now - PEK CHEK...
When then you will realise? I felt that I have done enough and I think I am going to stop. You shall make your move if you have realised what I done and how I feel. Haiis. :( I wonder do you even read my blog.
Nevermind! Off to do work.
Friday, November 20, 2009 Friday, November 20, 2009
Back from the extra 2 hours of lecture and washed my shoes which gt wet from the rain yesterday.
Woke up at 10am today and ate medicine. Use laptop for a while then sleep for an hour before going to the lecture. Raining damn heavily lahhs. 天不做美!!! Went out a little early cause i need to go SWCC to submit some documents for the bursary. Then walk back to Engine School Lecture Hall. I was sweating like mad but was feeling cold. The lecture hall was packed, some had to sit on the floor. Fortunately, it wasn't me.
I need to take medicine at 4pm, so I took. I ask Anthony to block me to prevent others from looking, if not very paiseh. hahaas. I got no problems taking the tablets, but the 2 syrup was a big problem. In the end I just took like that. My predictions was right, I drank too much. I am only supposed to drink 2 markings for both, but I drank 4 markings for both. OVER DOSAGE. hahaas. :)
Anthony was sitting beside me until he left for work at Harbour Front at 4.30pm. Then i asked Alistair to sit beside me to teach me the Normalisation thingy which he taught halfway and said that he will continue it on Monday. I am clueless as I wasn't able to absorb anything the teacher said. I think it might be because I am very sick. When Alistair was teaching me, I realised I was shivering. I didn't realise I am so sick. Haiis. When then I will be okay?
People, PLEASE take care of yourself and drink lots and lots of water. With this kind of rapid changing weather, its very easy to fall sick. So be wary and take care. :)
Thursday, November 19, 2009 Thursday, November 19, 2009
School starts 9am and end at 12nn. Went to meet Caline (Moses's Girlfriend) to pass things to her and then lunch at Design with Alistair, Andrew, Anthony, Daniel, Erwin, Guo Hao, Kenny and Kian Hao. Nothing there is suitable for me to eat with my flu so i didn't eat.
After that, went to meet Mr Yin with them. Hahass. Mr Yin so angry. Almost all of them kena scolded. Sat down there to talk while waiting. Towards the end of the meeting, it was raining cats and dogs. -.- But no choice, got to go see doctor. So Anthony accompany me go since it was very near to where he stays.
We walk under the shelter to prevent getting drenched but in the end still kena drenched. Cause the single lane road was flooded to the height near to knee and a car and a lorry was stuck, causing the whole traffic to jam. Then we decided to walk under the rain since we got no other choice. This is so absurd lahhs. A sick person walking under the rain to see doctor!!! So stupid.
FYI, this is the second time of the week i seen a doctor. I just completed 3 courses of medicine and i have 5 more. *Depressed* Spent like $70 just to see doctor this week. When to Anthony house to wait for him to bath then go off together. He damn lame lahhs. He stay opposite Temasek Poly but then he took 293 to Tampines Interchange to change 23 to go Temasek Poly to return a book. So damn lame and its like a stupid waste of time.
So we took 293 to the interchange then he took 23 back to school and i went to Century Square to collect my mum's things then go home. Reached home around 5pm++. Hang the laundry, then sleep.
Super dread lohhs. Tomorrow Friday actually no need go school de. But then the DMSD need to have extra lecture cause not enough time to stay on track. Sianns. -.-
I want go continue my show and eat medicine le. Stop here for the day then. :) Bye.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 Wednesday, November 18, 2009
ohhs ya. Forgotten to mention that i went lunch with Daniel, Erwin and Filvi. The rest all zhao liaos. After ate sat down and talk until like 1.25pm then I go home cause no CDS and Daniel and Erwin meeting Mr Yin.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Still went to school today despite being unwell. Done one of the make up quizzes missed. Didn't know how to do a few questions. All Waran's fault. He said he did call me back yesterday and tell me about it but he didn't. Also he still owes me a bottle of winter melon drink.
I sort of knew I cannot tahan in school cause of the air-conditioner and I was right. The past 2 days I didn't even switch on the fan and i was under the blanket shivering, so don't even mention the air-conditioner. Kept on going to the toilet. I think I went more then 5 times. :)
Today lesson is like for us to do our own things. Actually we were supposed to do discovery journal, but you know what happens when the teacher don't monitor us.
ANDREW CHUA is a LIAR!!!
Talk talk only. Cheyys. Yesterday say got 2 days MC but you say u will come today cause you want to prove you good boy, but then...
BULLSHIT!!!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 Tuesday, November 17, 2009
2 days MC to rest at home.
2 days of LONG lessons missed.
2 quizzes MISSED.
2 days of fun with friends missed.
Monday, November 16, 2009 Monday, November 16, 2009
I think DANIEL TAN will be the reason i am back to
OCCASIONAL BLOGGING.
People, your will have to Thank him. -.-
I wonder letting him know I got blog is a good thing or a bad thing!!!
Friday, November 13, 2009 Friday, November 13, 2009
K session with Alistair, Andrew, Daniel, Filvi, Guo Hao and Kenny. Hahaas. :) I sort them according to alphabetical order. So lame. Sang from 3pm - 7pm. Very fun. After that spent like 3omins just to decide on what to eat. In the end, took my advice to just board a bus and see where the bus go then decide what to eat.
Boarded No.10 and I think the guys saw Xin Wang (HK cafe) when the bus pass by and hence they decided to eat there. We all all order ti kong (milk tea in metal "cup") and baked rice. The ti kong damn sweet lahhs. I seriously can't take it. I added almost one full cup of plain water to it. Then Alistair, Daniel and Filvi tasted, they say no taste. -.- I wonder how they take the sweetness. after we ate finished, we sat there and talk until I think 10pm++?? I can't remember.
After that dinner, I feel damn unwell lahhs. I initially waited with damn to take No.10 to Tampines Interchange. In the end took No. 12 cause faster and cause i need the toilet. I don't know why, but I kept going to the toilet.
Oooohs. I just realised it was Friday 13th. Nothing bad happen to me though. I think this might be the reason why No.10 didn't came even until I REACHED HOME. hahaas. Poor them. :)
Friday, November 06, 2009 Friday, November 6, 2009
First presentation for this semester on Monday.
20 slides approved.
Wish me luck!!! :)
Thursday, October 22, 2009 Thursday, October 22, 2009
I decided to blog today again cause of DANIEL TAN!!!
He asked to tag the blog and i went to tag yesterday night and i attached my link too.
Today when I was in school, he sort of complained that I didn't update my blog.
So here I am to update, but i can't vouch that the updates would be consistent.
Its already a week since school re-open. The super good news is that the subjects this semester are ALL non-examinable. But the super super bad news is that all subjects has projects and presentations. So in all we have 5 projects and more than 5 presentations.
This semester I am taking OTC (Over The Counter) Medication for CDS. I actually intended to attend the lessons first then decide if I would like to change to the other available CDS. But there was no tutorial and the best thing is that the lecturer did not inform us and I went to school at 8am n wasted 2 hours doing nothing in school.
Well I think this semester will be a busy and stressful one with all the projects and presentations. Ohhs Ya. I didn't mention EWAPP (Enterprise Web Applications). Its the continuation of my most hated subject Computer Programming and Object Oriented-Programming. I hate it. Moreover the lecturer always bully mr and make fun of me.
Other subjects would be DMSD (Database Management System and Design), ECAPP(Embedded Control and Applications), ORGCOM (Organisational Communication) and DASYS (Data Acquisition System). HAIIS, COMPUTER COMPUTER COMPUTER AND MORE COMPUTER.
Semester 2.2 is where i suffer. Its jus a week and we have loads n loads of things to do already.
Moreover with this lousy internet connection of mine, its really hard to do research. I called to complain and ask for help two times this week and it seems like it still doesn't work and they don't want to send a technician down to see whats wrong. Nevermind, will continue to monitor the situation and then decide what to do.
A super long post. I think i will stop here then. Will try to blog as often as possible.
DANIEL TAN!!! SEE!!! LOOK!!! I UPDATED MY BLOG!!!
Thursday, October 22, 2009
SSOORRRRYY for the super long no update.
Really not into blogging. Not enthu de.
I promise I will try to go back to blogging.
But it will be that very fine day on god who knows when.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Finally after 78 days i blog again. Sorry. Actually I have got tons and tons of things to blog about. But as usual, I am just being very LAZY!!! I find it weird myself to be blogging today, but this might be bacause of my new Cross-Disciplinary Subject (CDS).
I took Sociology last semester and I gotten psycology this semester but I actually went to appeal. I can't believe it either as i was always interested in it. Thinking over it, I think the main reason would be because MANY who took psychology actually failed and I guess i wasn't confident in passing. I got Introduction to Japanese Language and Culture after i appeal, not having interest in that, i appealed again and I gotten Introduction to Digital Tools and Techniques (IDTAT).
I was clueless when i saw this IDTAT thingy but decided to atend the class since it was today. To my surprise, it was rather interesting. It actually provides the students with an understanding of the importance of digital media processes and techniques.
In addition to that, IDTAT equips students with the ability to use digital equipment for various production methods and also exploring the use of various design systems.
Everything so far was still fun and interesting for me until when we are to told that there are two major "projects" to hand in. One in which is Photo Composition Techniques and the other on Self Promotional Kit. The first project is really fun but the one that gives me the headache is the Self Promotional Kit where it is mainly on designing. OMG!!! I suck at that.
Another problem with this IDTAT is the investment or on it. I think I can't even estimate the amount needed for Camera; Sketch Book; Thmumbdrive; All kinds of Art Materials; Plus unlimited number of colour Laser Print on Unlimited number of 150gsm - 200gsm paper or card of A5 size with binding. My parents sure aren't going to invest for me, so i am going to have a big hole in my pocket. But what to do? This are compulsory items. Lucky that i already have a camera.
FYI: Those things listed are ONLY for PROJECT ONE. So anyone interested in what is needed for the othe project?
With all these things that i mention, guess what, I decided to take this CDS. I know it needs alot of commitment, time, effort, money and thinking but I know it will turn out fine and it will be interesting. So wish me luck and wait to see the outcome of my projects.
As for the rest of my subjects, the truth is I HATE THEM ALL!!! Everything is so hard and difficult to understand. I even started to regret taking computer engineering.
Computer Interfacing (COMINT) is where details of the computer is taught. (e.g How the USB port works and transfer data. / How does the computer send information to the printer knowing if it is processing any other things.).
Object-oriented Programming (OOP) is the "super advance version" of computer programming where something more than just java and computer language is learnt.
MicroController Technology (MCT) is a big big headache. It is on Problem Based Learning (PBL). ARGHHS!!! I don't even know how to explain it in words. Its simply untolerable.
Networking Fundamentals (NETFUND) is on e-learning. Everything is internet. No one to teach. The best thing is that i need someone to teach to understand something. *SIGHS*.
Last but not least Engineering Mathematics 3 (EMaths3) which i hope would be of no trouble.
In other words, this semester is STRESS, NOT FUN, BORING and VERY SUCKY!
Note: Sorry for the super long and wordy post.
Tuesday, February 03, 2009 Tuesday, February 3, 2009
OHHS YA...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE EE THENG JAN!
May all your dreams and wishes come true.
and hurry get married. hahaas. :)
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
SOMEBODY...
ANYBODY...
PLS TAKE A KNIFE AND STAB ME...
Super stress this week. Got a total of 6 tests. Always everythin in the same week. CAN DIE ahhs...
Monday: E Device Quiz & D Fund Lab Test
Tuesday: D Fund Quiz
Wednesday: Free from tests....
Thursday: Engineering Maths 2 Quiz
Friday: PCB Design Quiz
Saturday: Sociology Common Test
WHO IN THE WORLD CAN SAVE ME???
Saturday, January 31, 2009 Saturday, January 31, 2009
found these 2 picture. this was MADE (not bought) by Catherine & me to thank the doctors and nurses of SGH for taking care of Irene during her 2 months stay in the hospital. there is also a card written by me, but its not in the picture. maybe u can find it in the notice board in the hospital. hahaas. i am actually quite proud of myself to be able to buy, wrap and pack it so nicely. *giggles*
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 Tuesday, January 27, 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!
ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILEE! :)
Saturday, January 24, 2009 Saturday, January 24, 2009
When to Giant with mummy. They were selling LIVING PRAWNS... and i asked mummy to buy again. hehehees. :) its really cute, but rather scary... the prawns were jumping up and down. when we took a bus, the prawns was like in the plastic bag going "piak piak piak" non stop. the sound was rather loud. but its really fun. when we reached home i grabbed two of it and let them swim. heheees. three words to described. FUN FUN FUN!!!
the super fresh prawn is quite big too.
1Kg is around $20.
put them in the water, and there they are..."swimming".
hahaas. :)
the colour is nice too.
prawns blowing bubbles. =)
and after a while, when they are out of water, they started struggling and junmping.
Friday, January 23, 2009 Friday, January 23, 2009
PREPARATION OF THE REUNION DINNER!!!
mummy was asking me to pick the smaller prawns and "wash" them.
and there it is... for me, i think that there is only one small prawn.
and the fact is, it is really very small as compared to the remaining.
FYI: i wash and aranged over a hundred prawns, and was pricked many times.
people, guess what's this.
anyway, this was before all the necessary things was done before it can be eaten.
After it was washed.
note: more posts coming up......
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 Tuesday, January 20, 2009
MY BLOG IS ROTTING!!!
Thursday, January 01, 2009 Thursday, January 1, 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL...
May all the best things happen to you.
Hoping that 20o9 will be a better year for everyone. :)
Wednesday, December 31, 2008 Wednesday, December 31, 2008
GROWING UP......
See the changes in me!
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My kindergarden class photo. Spot me?
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Secondary class photo!
And now......
STILL IN THE PROCESS OF GROWING UP!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Dropping by again to wish...
Vincent, Samuel & Ameera
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
May all your dreams and wishes come true.
All the best in the upcoming year.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008 Tuesday, December 30, 2008
TERM TEST RESULTS ARE OUT!
I wouldn't say i did badly, neither will i say i did well.
Although some of the teachers said i done okay, but i believe i can do better.
I am quite sad over these term test results which occupies 20% overall. But nevermind. i will do better in the main exams which occupies 40% overall.
Engineering Mathematics 2 - 71/100
Digital Fundamentals 2 - 80/100
Electronic Devices Circuits - 65/100
Most disappointed with mathematics. I spend the most on it. But nothing will change now. Sob sob... ( T . T )
Sunday, December 14, 2008 Sunday, December 14, 2008
Ohhs ya... My mum took these photos... Look how cute this little boy is.
They call him little boss.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
exams come and go in a breeze. i wouldnt say i did good, but not bad either. after exams come two weeks holiday. i schedule my work everyday. hope i would not tired myself out.
Wednesday, December 03, 2008 Wednesday, December 3, 2008
two final quiz marks update.
d fund written i have scored 26 out of 30. not too bad, but i believe i can do better.
electronic device circuit lab i scored 81 out of 100. i had done my best for this.
next week is the key for all this quizes!!!
TERM TEST COMING ITS WAY THROUGH!!!
i will work hard to score well.
Monday, December 01, 2008 Monday, December 1, 2008
latest quiz update.... whahahahaas. i got 100 for my d fund labtest. FULL MARKS. hahahaas. yes, i am proud of it. actually i couldn't do one of the question and wanted to ask teacher for help. but when i ask her she said need to deduct 5marks for every mistake made, like that i rather figure it out myself. not worth giving the 5marks to her. and lucky i didn't give it to her, if not no more 100...good start for the month of december!!! YAYYS! :) there is this mini project on counters, hope the finishing product works.
Friday, November 28, 2008 Friday, November 28, 2008
just submitted my online sociology quiz. whahahahaas. gt 26 out of 3o. nxt thursday got written de. will work hard for it.
working tomorrow. they needed help so i agreed to help.
counting down to term test.
I WANT TO DO WELL........
Thursday, November 27, 2008 Thursday, November 27, 2008
gotten back two papers le.
engineering mathematics gt full marks. whahahahaas.
electronic devices and circuit gt 24.5/30.
the rest havent get back. stay tuned for more results. -.-'''
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 Wednesday, November 26, 2008
5 tests nand quizes this week... and my sociology online quiz closes on sunday and i had not done yet.
DIE!!! too stress, too lazy and too tired to update. so wait......
Thursday, November 06, 2008 Thursday, November 6, 2008
STEAMBOAT DAY!!!
25th Oct 2008
Eating!!!
Playing!!!
Shopping!!!
More pics to be posted next time.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISAAC SIM. :)
May all ur dreams and wishes cme true. All the best! ;)
Tuesday, November 04, 2008 Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Photo taken at the chalet during the holidays. If i didn't remember wrongly, it should be 7th Oct.
Only posted it up now cause i just got it recently, and have been too lazy to update my blog.
This guys are the Clique that i always hang out with, in other words, also my best friends and kakis aka brothers. Hahaas. :) But hey always bully me.
Anyway, i also don't know why i always kena bully and tease one. Since primary school, and even till now. Including my poly friends. When i ask them why, they say "you are good and fun to bully." -.-''' Fine!!! Nevermind!!! But they do treat me well too.
I am very forgiving and generous. Even my mathematics teacher say i am a very happy person. So, its okay. Live life to the fullest. Live happily too.
Actually i gt alot more photos to post. BUt i will do it next time. Too lazy this time round.
Note: I don't know when will be the next update. hahaas. =P Sorry. But i will try ASAP.
Thursday, October 23, 2008 Thursday, October 23, 2008
note: i don't know why the collage turn out to be so blur, but clicking on it enlarges it and its VERY clear. Sorry.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR LEE CHAU MING! :)
Celebrated LCM 17th birthday today with Derek, JingDe, JunWei, Howard and ZhiChen. Though not many, it was enjoyable. But no worries, Saturday will be the official celebration which many will turn out.
Due to CDS, i ended school at 7pm. So those who ended early when to the interchange to buy the cake and Derek hold him back. Everything was very disorganised, but didn't turn out too bad. Then we went to KFC to had our dinner, and they actually force me to walk to the interchange with them. With that super heavy bag of mine, i was freaking tired. Things didn't end here for me! When i was to alight the bus which i took at the interchange, y hand went numb and my ez-link card DROPPED! RAHHS! SHIT! End up i alight at the next bus stop and had to walk 3 times the distance i walk home. Damn tired lahhs. Steps count on my phone indicated that i walked 10900 steps today. Nevermind. There will be no second time. i FORBID that. Things shall turn out the way i want it to be.
Anyway, ChauMing, hoping that all your dreams and wishes come true. Triumph in gaming and studes. Jia You and all the best. =)
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